The life and times of Koi Ai

update

2007-08-08T01:53:46Z

So I really have not been on in a while. I am really upset. Too much school, even though I am doing well. I also have been looking nonstop for a job. Bleh.

I am really sad because they have rescheduled my court date twice since I have been on. I go tomorrow. I want it to end. I want it to be over with.

My kids are in the middle and they dont need this either.

*sigh*

wish I had good news...

oh and to uranothegod thank you for adding me...I am hardly on but thank you....you are my first friend here!

go check out my page at www.myspace.com/phantom_mermaid

Maybe I will be on later...I dont know.

insomnia

2007-03-19T06:38:32Z

So here I am another night in front of my computer and I was thinking how fuckin retarded it is that I can not get myself to sleep. I worked the night shift for two years....my sleep habits haven't changed at all. I have been waring against a migraine for the last few days too. My world is ok though. I really am excited about this new business that I just got started in....its with a really good standing company and I should be getting some rest for my conference call tomorrow....but alas I am awake...wide awake!
So I think I will just go drink some cajun chicken broth and try yet once again to get some rest....maybe ..just maybe that will help me.

Boredom

2007-03-06T02:42:29Z

I am seriously bored and I cant seem to figure out what to do. hahahha I think I am going crazy...hahaah nevermind I am already there. lol

updates

2007-03-06T02:14:55Z

Well this is my second try at this live journal venture and it's been a hassle to keep up with so far because the last one locked me out by way of password. So how do you get passed that? You create a new account. So I am back adn better than ever.
There has been several things going on in my life and those who know me know that I can hang with the best and roll with the worst. So all in all here is a rundown of my life.
Through four years of custody fights in court I am finally seeing the end of this in sight and I am very relieved as well. I have three lovely little boys that are growing too fast and I have lost four precious years of their lives.
On top of the custody issues that I have faced in the last year I was also planning for a wedding to my beloved. The wedding was to be held on the 20th of April and yet it had to be moved. *sigh* It is ok though...I needed a break.
So then I did get a break, I lost my job at a company that I have been with for 2 years and out of no where they tell me that I am being laid off. That is BS, but who is going to do anything about it , no one?
Back to square one though.
Good news is that I can goto school and get a degree. I can also go get another job that is worth my time and no shit like the last one.
I have made some awesome friends though on myspace, they seem to be closer to me that the ones I have in real life and that is really sad. At least I can say I have friends.
Anywho I am done here , I am in the middle of laundry and I have to fold some clothes....so til next time, *waves*
bye bye!